what i think i want

All i want is for you to love me for who i am.. yes i make mistake.. and can screw up quite often, but i am human. i want you to see that i am tryin my hardest so that i live up to your expectations of me. i feel like i have finally failed at that. i am disappointed in myself for achieving this, but it shows that i am not perfect. i just wanna be able to live my life.. i dont want it to always be about school.. i wanna be able to live to.